Lots and lots of thoughts.

But mostly.
The Living Word.

Sometimes when everyone is together, and we start watching soccer,
or a movie, I almost feel disappointed because I know I should invest in
the people I'm with now. And doing that is a way. But I can't get enough!
His Word is ALIVE.
There's this yearning. Part of which I've felt for a while.
But never like this.
Sometimes I got to bed and I can't sleep because
I'm excited about His work and His love.
Which is crazy, of course because I do need the physical
rest so that I can do His work and give His love.
But it's just awesome!
I've made a reading list as a goal to try and complete while I'm here.
Every time I see a reference to a book no on my list I want to add it though!
I know I sound nuts, but what could be more reasonable?
When you're in love with someone, you want to know everything about them
in relation to a human being, it doesn't really make that much
sense on surface level...
But with God, how could it not make more?
I feel like I've been a very uninvestive lover (it's a good word).
And for lack of a better word, I'm almost embarrassed by my
lack of depth in His love letter to me.
How have I had so much ignorance for it?
So now I am like a sponge dropped in a bucket of water,
or a kid who just won a candy store.
I can almost feel myself growing.

My one prayer request is just I would continue to be consumed.
I don't want this yearning to ever ever end.
I want to keep learning and being corrected in how to Love.

I will at some point share more stories and thoughts
and not just an explosion of excitement.
But it needed to be share. It needs to be share everywhere.
And I'm praying for everyone that this love and excitement
will be a reality in you're life.
That the warmth of contentment will be given to you.